Cassieandra1129's Journals

i la la la lost my mind :D

Top 5 experiences of the year :D
5.HCT 08. it was cool but i missed almost all of panic which wasnt cool.
4.Seeing a Band from my old stomping ground and having them crash at my pad...they were cool guys and i wish them the best of luck
3.Getting my first job. oddly enough i would rather be there than anywhere else.
2.Parents getting divorced....i know it seems ass backwards but it has been good for my relationships with my family.
1.WARPED TOUR!!! it was by far the coolest thing i was part of all year.(is it weird that 3 of 5 of those experiences were music related?)

Top 5 cds played in 08.
5.Shwayze....they were so cool live that i had no choice but to go buy their cd
4. Pretty Odd by PATD the ! is gone but their talent is not....it was such an amazing cd.
3. Folie a Deux by FOB it was high on my anticipation cd and i was far from disappointed :D
2. One of the Boys by Katy Perry...her lyrics are addictive and funny and she is amazing live and she is just as nice as you would imagine.
1. By far my most played cd is Viva La Vida by Coldplay...it was pure genius and just reconfirmed why they are amazing

Top 5 bands hoping to hear from in 09
5. Paramore
4. Katy Perry
3. Fall out Boy
2. Panic at the Disco
1.All the awesome bands ill be seeing at WARPED TOUR!!!

Top 5 to accomplish in the next year
5.graduate high school
4.get into a good college and actually attend
3.form a better relationship with my little sister and mend relationship with my mom
2.keep in touch with friend and find my true calling
1.attend badass concerts and not forget why i love music oh and find my true calling

Top 5 people to keep in my life through 09(in no order)
5. Meganne
4.Audrey
3. Jeff, Jr, Chris
2. Destinee
1. Anyone worth keeping :D

what are your top fives for the year 08?

I keep waiting, waiting, waiting on the world to change...

its incredible how we can live our lives and not even notice the turmoil people are going through on a daily basis. Its not always our fault. sometimes you can't even see what is happening.

i just found out that a very close family friend that we lost contact with some years ago based away almost two months ago. and i never knew.

it has changed my entire day. i was on this high of happiness and now i am in a low beyond reason. i can't even fathom what his wife and 3 children are feeling. these are kids that i played with when i was little. He was such a kind man that i had known my whole life. its impossible to believe that all this time ive been worried about not having enough time, money, sleep and they were going through this without so much as me saying im sorry. i feel horrible. and like i said. its not always our faults. my family has moved so much over the years it is hard to keep track of us.

Please have his family in your prayers. They will be in mine. Be thankful for every worry and stress you have because someone you once knew could be going through so much more and you would never even know.

my life is kind of in utter chaos to put it lightly.
between carousel rehearsals, work, trips to ohio, getting my new drivers license(mines expired :]), and just general debauchery all around i am on a technological hiatus. hope all is well with you and your families. mine is super for the time being. enjoy your life cause you only get one shot...unless you are hindi or like me and believe in reincarnation and then you get many but that also means i could come back as a piece of gum in the next life. :] happy holidays

I shall cry myself to sleep tonight...

for the beloved FOB cd is no longer coming out on schedule. It is set to come out on a dreadful December 16th. That is enough to push me into a state of severe depression...positive note...i might have more money at that time.

Its one of those cant eat cant sleep reach for the stars over ther fence world series kind of things....

so i had a traumatic experiences today.
i came home today and decided to take a nap before rehearsal. Isabelle, which is my big dog shes a Great Pyranees, was lying outside sleeping soe i shut the door and left her out there. tooke the other two dogs to my room with me. Took my nap got up and started to get ready before rehearsal. when i walked outside my dog was in the pool. she'd fallen in and my dogs arent all that gifted in swimming. she was in the deep end and was struggling. i threw my stuff and ran over to help her out. now she weights 105 lbs and with all the water that was absorbed in her fur im sure she was close to weighing around 150. i was trying so hard to pull her out. i succeeded and got her out of the pool. if i hadnt been able to i would have jumped in fully clothed and would have helped her swim to the steps and climb out. when she got out she was bleeding everywhere. i finally found it was coming from her foot. she was walking on it normally so i figured it was fine. nothing to severe. i went to rehearsal called my dad and left him a message telling him what happened and that i was going to go home before work and check on her. when i checked on her it appeared she wasnt bleeding so i went to work. well when i got home today i went to check on her. she sleeps with my mom so i went in and asked my mom was happened. well they spent about $400 in emergency vet care bills. :[ that is a lot of money and things are tight. Isabelle is fine. Heavily drugged but fine. i was petting her for a good ten minutes whe i got home. cradling her head in my lap cause she is so sedated she couldnt hold it up. I feel so bad about what happened and i realize that there was nothing i could have done about the situation. maybe i shouldnt have left her on the patio but we've never really had problems before...idk and when i talked to my dad his tone seemed to imply it was my fault. maybe i shouldnt have gone to rehearsal or work....idk its really eating my up inside that she got hurt on my watch but im so glad she is ok and i guess that is all that really matters. it really just sucks.

night loves.

I regret to inform you...

that paul newman has died. At age 83 he is no longer with us. I realize that many of you have no idea who he is or what he has done. Well he was an actor. An amazing actor. I recommend seeing cool hand luke. such a great film. Also you have put a little salad dressing on your salad called newmans own. did you know that all the money that is made from that dressing goes to charity? well we should take a moment of silence for paul newman today. he will be missed.

Name that tune

rules go something like this. put music player on shuffle. hit play. put the first line or two of the song. up to 20.guess that tune.

1. i hold on so nervously to me and my drink

2. to see you when i wake up is a gift i didnt think could be real

3. you're the son of his magesty, remember how we used to be.

4. Hold your breath quiet now don't say a word You could run but it wont do any good

5. Cory's eyes are like a jungle He smiles, it's like the radio

6. Iâ�™ll tell you now you canâ�™t win this Youâ�™re way too slow

7. As soon as you're born they make you feel small By giving you no time instead of it all

8. Tell me are you free Tell me are you free In word or thought or deed

9. 65279;Lobotomy, lobotomy, lobotomy, lobotomy! DDT did a job on me

10. Lately I've been skeptical Silent when I would used to speak

11. Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman. From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.

12. i've got a lot of things to do tonight

13. It's been a long, long time since everything was cool I shoulda seen it coming but I guess I'm not the only fool

14. two weeks away it feels like the world should've changed

14. Well I saw you with your hands above your head Spinning around, trying not to look down But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground

15. Shut out, pimpled and angry. I quietly tied all my guts into knots.

16. we all have a weakness some of ours are easy to identify. look me in the eye.

17. there is something i keep trying to say dont hold back now.

18. today is gonna be the day that they are gonna give it back to you.

19. somewhere beyond happiness and sadness i need to calculate my own madness

20. i saw a spider i didnt scream

get to guessing :D

I remember....

when being on the cover of rolling stone was a big deal...it seems they will put anyone on there these days....

And I Don't Want to Forget How Your Voice Sounds [Chapter 10] XD

Meanwhile in the other room, Pete and Hayley got ready for bed completely oblivious to what was happening across the hall. Pete lay on the bed in his boxers hands laced behind his head. Hayley walked out of her closet in a t-shirt and shorts. She hopped onto the bed and leaned forward placing a light playful kiss on Peteâ�™s lips.

â�œHey lover.â� She purred at him. A smile spread across his face.

â�œYou seem happy about something.â� She nodded.

â�œVery. I think Josh might actually find someone that means something more than just a fling or one-nighter. I am kind of excited about everything that is happening right now.â� Pete laid his hand behind her neck and pulled her down for a light kiss.

â�œIâ�™m glad you are happy.â�

Hayley plopped down next to him and nestled her body against Peteâ�™s. They laid there for a while just enjoying the warmth when their calm was disturbed by a loud scream. They both sat upright and looked at each other. Hayley dove off the bed followed close behind by Pete. They jerked their door open and looked out into the hallway. At the same time Josh, Zac, and Audrey walked out of their room. All five looked at each other. There were two people missing from the group. Josh nodded his head and they all walked towards Jeremy and Sarahâ�™s room. Just as they stepped up to the door it flew open and Sarah flew out throwing her arms around Hayleyâ�™s neck. The dark haired girl was sobbing into Hayleyâ�™s neck. She looked around at everyone asking what to do.

â�œA-ar-are you ok?â� Hayley was looking around. Jeremy finally emerged from his room scratching the back of her neck. Sarah pulled away from Hayley with a giant smile plastered across her face.

â�œI am more than ok. Jeremy asked me to marry him.â� She thrust her hand out for everyone to see.

Everyone was shocked. No one knew he was even thinking about asking. Josh looked a Jeremy and smiled crookedly. He nodded towards the kitchen and the two quietly excused themselves to the kitchen. Jeremy walked to the cabinet and grabbed two glasses. He walked to the sink and filled them both with water. He sat one in front of Josh and took a drink out of his own. Josh just stared at him. After a long drink that drained almost his whole glass he sat it down and looked at Josh.

â�œSo when did you decide this man?â� Jeremy shook his head.

â�œI donâ�™t know. Itâ�™s just all this stuff is happening and she is the one. She means everything to me and if there is anyone I want to share this time of my life with it would be her.â� Josh nodded.

â�œI know what you mean man. Iâ�™m really happy for you and Sarah. I always knewâ�¦it was just a matter of time.â�

â�œSoâ�¦you are serious about this girl then?â� Josh blushed.

â�œUmâ�¦kind of. Yeah. Could you try and keep Hayley in line. I know she worries about me and I donâ�™t want her to freak this girl out.â� Jeremy laughed.

â�œNot a problem. You just have to promise to keep her off my back. I know what Iâ�™m doing and this is what I want to do with my life.â�

Josh and Jeremy shook hands and walked back to the group still standing in awe staring at the ring on Sarahâ�™s left ring finger. Hayley walked over to the two as they walked up. She wrapped her arms around Jeremy forming a tight hug.

â�œI am so happy for you, Jeremy. I just wish you two would have told us.â� Hayley turned to the group, â�œSince this is such a joyous occasion I will make dinner tomorrow. Congratulations Sarah and Jeremy. Josh, please still invite her over for dinner. I really want to meet her. Now everyone I am tired and so I am going to go to bed. Night.â� She extended her hand to Pete who took it in his and they walked back to their bedroom and closed the door. Jeremy put his arm around Sarahâ�™s waist and the two went back into their room. Audrey led the way but Zac stopped and turned back to Josh.

â�œAre you coming to bed bro?â�

â�œNah. I am going to go for a walk I think.â� Zac nodded and he closed the door behind him and Audrey.

Josh turned as soon as all the doors were closed and started to walk towards the front of the condo. He reached forward and opened the door. Cassie was standing their jaw dropped hand in the air.

â�œUmâ�¦ wow. I was totally about to knock.â� She dropped her hand and smiled sheepishly.

â�œWell, I am glad to see you. Want to walk?â� She ushered him forward.

â�œLetâ�™s go!â�

Joshâ�™s heart started to race a little bit as he shut the door and walked off into the dark with this mysterious girl that he barely knew but really wanted to know.

Audrey sat propped up against the pillows on the bed she was borrowing from Zac. Zac sat at the end of the bed leaning against the wall.

â�œSo this has been a crazy dayâ�¦â�

â�œYouâ�™re telling me. I have had to deal with this crazy stuff for weeks. Really it started a few days ago at the release party for our record.â� Zac shook his head absentmindedly.

It baffled him how so much had changed in the last few months. Suddenly he was recording a record, going on tour, and missing out on normal teenage things. Zac was the youngest in the Paramore band. He still had a lot of school left. He looked up and met eyes with Audrey. She laid her hand on his.

â�œDonâ�™t stress it. Everything will be fine.â� She gave him a hopeful smile. He really wanted to believe her. He moved his hand so he cradled hers in his and he gave it a small squeeze.

He moved up to the top of the bed. Putting his arm around his best friends, he leaned back and just relaxed in the position. He realized that as long as he kept those who truly mattered close everything would work out ok. Leaning her head lightly against his shoulder, Audrey slowly fell asleep. Zac stared off into space. He couldnâ�™t believe how things had changed for him.

Josh jogged to catch up to Cassie. Once he was next to her, she looked at him and smiled.

â�œI hope I didnâ�™t disturb anything. Itâ�™s just that my roommate, Lauren, is back with her date and they are making so much noise.â� She was looking up at the sky, with a weird daze in her eyes. Josh grabbed her hand and steered her towards the beach.

â�œNo, I was going out anyways.â� He chose a spot and sat down, pulling her with him. No was the first time he noticed her attire. It was different from earlier in the day. She wore a white cotton skirt that hung to her knees and a form fitting tank top. It was all completely different from the tank and board shorts she wore earlier that day.

â�œWhat are you looking at?â� She looked down, â�œDid I spill something on myself?â�

â�œNo. Nothing at all. You look great.â�

â�œOh. This?â� She looked down in mock horror, â�œIt was the first thing I found when I rolled out of bed. I was in kind of a hurry so I didnâ�™t really pay attention.â�

Shrugging, she laid back, resting her head in her hands. The two laid there for a while in silence staring at the stars and listening to the wavesâ�™ crash, and the sounds of their breathing. Finally, Josh rolled onto his side facing Cassie. She wouldnâ�™t look at him even though she knew he was staring. He could tell from the smile she was trying to hide.

â�œSo, is it safe to assume from the way you kissed me earlier that you donâ�™t have a boyfriend back home waiting to beat me to a bloody pulp?â�

â�œWell, considering he doesnâ�™t know about you, he wonâ�™t lay a finger on you.â� Joshâ�™s face construed to form a look of disgust and horror. â�œOh my gosh, I was kidding. You can look less appalled. Nope there is no boy back home. Used to be but that is long over.â�

â�œOh yeah? Why?â�

â�œHe was an ass.â� Her mouth formed a thin tight line.

â�œSo, you dumped him cause he was an ass?â�

â�œNo, I dumped him because he was jealous and possessive and wanted too much from me. Then he became an ass.â� Her words were clipped and curt. Her tone relaxed slightly as she changed the subject â�œWhat about you? Any girls back home that I need to kick their ass?â�

â�œHa. No one back home.â�

She rolled over, so they were now face to face.

â�œSorry about my attitude a little bit ago. Itâ�™s kind of a sour subject so I got a little offensive. Forgives?â�

â�œForgives.â�

â�œDo you promise?â� She extended her pinky towards him. He looped his pink with hers.

â�œPromise.â�

Cassieâ�™s face had a devilish smile spread across it. She stood up; pinkies still locked, and ran down the beach dragging Josh with her. He didnâ�™t know where she was taking him and he wasnâ�™t sure that he cared. He suddenly remembered something.

â�œHey, would you come to dinner at my place tomorrow? Itâ�™s kind of a celebration and everyone wants to meet you.â� He wasnâ�™t sure if she heard him or not. She just kept running.

When Josh finally got home that night, he was breathless. She shook up his world in an unfamiliar way. Walking into his bed room he stopped short just inside the doorway. Over on Zacâ�™s bed lay Zac and Audrey wrapped up in each otherâ�™s arms. He smiled. Josh knew being away from home and school was hard for Zac and he was glad that Audrey came and cheered him up. Josh knew calling her was the right move he just hadnâ�™t predicted how right it would be.

without further adeiu their you have it. :D i know it took me about a billion year to write it but hey shit happens.

So how is everyone's lives?
anyone affected by hurricane ike? i was but im alive!! SEE!!!
is anyone as excited about fall out boys new cd as i am?????
anything you are excited for?

BACK IN ACTION!!!

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnâ�™t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?
Hold me down-motion city soundtrack
i kind of feel like i cant be held down...ive been so down and sick lately ugh

2. Will you get far in life?
wings of a butterfly-him
hahaha im not even quite sure...

3. How do your friends see you?
say this sooner-the almost
i always feel like im not saying what i should...

4. Will you get married?
hold your breath-jamisonparker
maybe....idk...

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
a thousand words-savage garden
haha that is kind of cute...

6. What is the story of your life?
moving along-metro station
haha you know im always moving forward so yeah...

7. What was high school like?
revenge- papa roach
i think this is kind of accurate....high school is like that.

8. How can you get ahead in life?
chokechain- 3OH3
hahahaha wow.

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
they say you can never- the almost
haha i dont really know to be honest.

10. To describe your grandparents?
sporadic moment-cky
haha well that pretty much fits....family is well.

11. How is your life going?
rolling with the punches-the gallows
hahahaha omg hhaha wow...i think this is the most accurate so far.

12. What song will they play at your funeral?
sgt pepper's lonely hearts club band-the beatles.
hahaha omg yes please....that would be fantastic.

13. How does the world see you?
thoughtless-korn
hahaha i guess i kind of am...well then

14. Will you have a happy life?
famous monsters- saliva
wow....i think that might be a no...

15. What do your friends really think of you?
endings without stories-alesana
ummm so i have no closer????....

16. Do people secretly lust after you?
so i thought-flyleaf
i think that might mean im concieted...i didnt think i was.

17. How can I make myself happy?
cassie(acoustic)-flyleaf
not that the fact that is acoustic matters but yeah...thats my name :D

18. What should you do with your life?
the worst part-motion city soundtrack
hahaha i think the worst part is that idk.

19. Will you ever have children?
summer of 98-the secret handshake
hahah idk....its past 98 so hmmm.

20. What song would you strip to?
meat fist-street dogs
hhahaha this is so a stripper song.

21. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
let this go-paramore
hahaha nice. maybe if my heart stops beating....haha

22. What does your mom think of you?
fashion hour-the audition.
hahaha this is weird

23. What is your deep dark secret?
when i get home, you're so dead-mayday parade
hahah if i tell you ill have to kill. girls make boys cry

24. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
come to me-megan mccauley
it seems my enemy is slightly seductive and wants me.

25. What's your personality like?
revolution-the beatles
hahahaha ill bring you the revolution.

26. Which song will be played at your wedding?
gothic sanctuary-nightwish.
hahaha i hope not..this song is pretty though. but not something i want at my wedding.

27. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, would you be a benevolent Dictator?
the future freaks me out-motion city soundtrack
i think id rather not think about it.

28. What are your aspirations?
breaking my own heart-haste the day
hmmm...

29. What goes through your head when you wake up?
behind blue eyes-the who
hahahahaha im glad its the original and not fred durst's cover.hehe.

ok now it is time for me to tag people....hmmm parawhore101, jesslovespanic, tablesixteen, leahtotherenea, xxohitislove

i know it has been such a long time since ive updated my fanfic but i will soon. i am working on it...not very diligently but sue me :D

And I Don't Want to Forget How Your Voice Sounds [Chapter 9]

i know i said i wouldnt post for a week but this is such a great chapter so i couldnt hold out on you :D

She stepped towards him and before he could say anything she stretched up to his height and placed her lips on his ever so gently. Joshâ�™s body reacted and one arm went around her waist slightly lifting her up to a better height and the other hand slide up around the back of her neck. He pressed his lips harder to hers. Neither could breathe but they didnâ�™t mind. Cassie put her hands on the sides of his face and slid them up into his hair. Finally when the two were about to pass out from lack of oxygen they broke apart panting heavily. Josh wanted to kiss her more. She grabbed his shirt in her fists and pulled him right to her. She was strong for someone so small. He put both of his hands on either side of her neck. He leaned to her and she reached up to him. Their lips collided in an explosion of fire. Neither understood why they felt so strongly and neither really cared. Josh decided to deepen the kiss. He moved his tongue and prodded at her lips. Her body reacted enthusiastically. Her mouth opened up welcoming him. Cassie moved into him and he realized she was guiding him. He felt the couch behind his legs. He wrapped an arm around her waist and used the other arm to steady himself onto the couch. As he moved down he pulled her with him. He lost his balance and the two fell to the floor. They rolled apart laughing hysterically.

â�œHaha, I am so sorry about that. I really donâ�™t know what came over me, Haha.â�Cassie struggled to form a sentence between her laughing.

â�œPhew. Itâ�™s ok. I was enjoying myself so it doesnâ�™t matter.â� He rolled onto his side and stared at her. She was lying on her back and was slowly getting her breathing back to normal. She turned her head to look at him. He reached over putting a hand on the side of her face and placed a light kiss on her lips. She smiled and that made him smile.

â�œLetâ�™s go lay in the hammock before we hurt ourselves again,â� She joked.

She stood up and extended her hand to Josh, who took it willingly. She led the way outside and Josh climbed in the hammock first and she climbed in next snuggling to his side. They made sure they were centered before they allowed their bodies to sag together. Cassieâ�™s head lay on his chest and she stared out at the ocean.

Josh stared up to the stars. He had a huge smile plastered across his lips. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the cool breeze blowing and the warmth of the person lying against him.

Zac finally got home that night and went straight to his room. Jeremy and Sarah had yet to return and Pete and Hayley were still asleep on the couch. He took out his phone just as it began to ring. It was one of his best friends from home.

Zac: Hello?
Audrey: So are you ever going to come home or are you going to just go off and be famous and forget about all us small people.
Zac: Haha Hey Audrey whatâ�™s up?
Audrey: Donâ�™t Hey Audrey me. I have known you way too long to let you get away with running away to Florida and making all your dreams come true without calling me once. I am so mad at you.
Zac: If you are so madâ�¦Then why are you smiling? Donâ�™t you think I know you well enough to know when you are smiling.
Audrey: Oh shut up Zac Farro. So how is Florida? Meet any hot babes yet?
Zac: Hardly. We have been so busy we barely had time. I think I am going to come home early. I am so tired of being here. What with Hayley and Pete, Jeremy and Sarah, and now Josh and some mystery chick, I canâ�™t handle all this couple-ness in one house. Itâ�™s getting annoying.
Audrey: Now tell me something. If you are going to come home early then what was the point of my flying out here to see you?

Zac whipped around to see none other than his best friends standing in the doorway to his room. He flew up out of his chair and wrapped her in a giant hug.

â�œWhy didnâ�™t you tell me you were coming?â�

â�œAnd risk losing the whole element of surprise? I think not.â�

Zac smiled. He missed his friends tremendously and now that his best friend was here he wouldnâ�™t feel quite so alone.

â�œSo I saw Pete and Hayley. Iâ�™m glad they finally came out of that closet. And who is this mystery girl of Joshâ�™s? What does she look like? Knowing Josh she is some tall skinny skanky blonde that will only last about ten seconds.â�

â�œI havenâ�™t seen her yet. I guess Hayley has. Letâ�™s go ask her.â�

Zac and Audrey walked into the living room where a now awake Hayley and Pete sat with Jeremy and Sarah. It sounded like she was telling them about the mystery girl.

â�œShe totally isnâ�™t his normal type at all. She has brown hair. She is taller than me which isnâ�™t hard to be but she looks like a normal person. She was in a t-shirt and shorts but not the kind that your ass hangs out of. They were board shorts. It was crazy. She seemed sweet when I spoke to her and she seemed to have a brain of some sort. Something is going on cause they have been gone since about 1ish and it is now ten.â�

They all looked at each other. Just then the door opened and Josh walked in. Alone. He smiled at everyone on his way through and headed towards his room. Hayley dove off the couch and ran after him. Everyone else just stayed there and talked about their day.

Hayley however followed him into his room. She shut the door behind her and took a seat backwards in one of his chairs. He sat on his bed and sighed.

â�œShe is amazing, Hayley. Smart, funny, and outgoing. She kissed me. It was intense.â�

â�œIs it serious?â�

â�œI donâ�™t know. It could be someday.â�

â�œHmmm.â� Hayley concentrated. She could tell that for him, at least at the moment it wasnâ�™t just some fling that would be over in no time. He seemed to genuinely like this girl. She seemed nice enough. In fact she seemed like someone she might be friends with back home. â�œWell, I guess I canâ�™t stop you if this is something you want. You didnâ�™tâ�¦.â�

â�œOh God no.â�

â�œWell it wouldnâ�™t be the first time, Josh.â�

â�œItâ�™s different this time. I swear. She isnâ�™t like the others. The others treated me like a game. This is a different situation. She always comes after me. On the beach earlier today, she came to me. She came and found me and oh yeah, she kissed me when she was in here earlier. Then today she kissed me when we were at her condo. And the crazy thing isâ�¦I have been hesitating this whole time. You know that isnâ�™t me.â� Hayley nodded. She had to admit it wasnâ�™t like Josh to hesitate when going after a girl.

â�œWell Josh, I guess just be careful. And I want you to invite her over here for dinner tomorrow. I want to get to know her before I make any true judgments.â�

â�œOk. I will go see her tomorrow.â� He smiled.

Hayley walked out of his room shutting the door behind him. She went into the living room where everyone was still sitting.

â�œShe is coming over for dinner tomorrow.â� Everyone nodded. Zac got up to go to bed. He was glad that he shared a room with someone who didnâ�™t have a bedmate. â�œHey Zac, can you set up a place in your room for Audrey to sleep. I donâ�™t want her sleeping on the couch. That is just rude.â�

â�œYeah, she can have my bed. Iâ�™ll grab the cot from your closet for me.â� He waved for Audrey to follow him. She stood and gave Hayley a hug and waved to everyone else. Hayley reached a hand out to Pete.

â�œWe are going to my room. See you two tomorrow.â� Hayley and Pete left the room. Jeremy and Sarah were left sitting alone in the living room.

â�œSarah, I love you.â� Jeremy turned himself towards her and kissed her passionately. He missed her so much when he came here.

â�œI love you too. And I understand what you are doing. This is your dream. Just donâ�™t forget me.â�

â�œI could never forget you. You are my world and none of this means anything without you.â� He took her hand led her to their room. Once inside he turned to her and started kissing her again. He pulled off his shirt moved the two of them to their bed. â�œSarah. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.â�

â�œI feelâ�¦theâ�¦same way.â� Her breath was hitching. She knew what was coming. She was ready.

She pulled him on top of her. Her arms were wrapped so firmly around him. She stared into his eyes for a moment before kissing him again. He stared at her questioning her.

â�œI am ready, Jeremy. I promise you I am. Are you?â�

â�œYou are the only one for me so yes.â� He stood up and bounded across the room. He reached into his drawer and returned to where he stood in front of Sarah. She sat up on the bed looking confused. He got down on one knee and extended his hands toward her. In his hands he held a small box that he opened to reveal the most beautiful ring in she ever saw.

â�œSarah, will you marry me?â� This hadnâ�™t been what she expected.

So i love this chapter. :D it makes me so happy. well i probably wont write much this week since its the first week of school :D im excited and nervous.

What did you think?
How about you guys ask me questions for a change....i cant think of anything to ask.